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road [street, sun, kitty, moon, tower]

by Alvmeta

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there are scan lines in real life (i saw it with my own eyes) as if the world couldn't decide what to do with life for a second everything we know is a lie (i saw it with my own eyes) within me now, worries arise the Earth is alive so i'm going on a road trip to find what i never had to see what i never saw i think i'm done being trapped in this home and when i look back at the end, at the wasteland, i'll know the world sits comfortably in my hands there are scan lines in real life i saw it with my own eyes as if the world couldn't decide what to do with life for a second everything we know is a lie i saw it with my own eyes as if the world couldn't decide what to do with life for a second
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interstate 03:53
one by one in a line road stretches far looks like the end is unaccounted for but one inch at a time don't look for an answer you might find yourself outside of Earth and i watch the road go on through the windshield and sun nothing's ever the same when speeding through frames one by one in a line cars between cars should suitable for life, why's it draining ours but to see something new and pretty in the towers you might find they're nice as the flowers but the world beyond, untouched cuts right through the fog i'll see it for myself a window in hell interstate! and the world beyond, untouched cuts right through the fog i'll see it for myself a window in hell
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sun what are you doing the air is so bright and all that i see is white daylight drifting upwards the coming of noon the peak of your arc soon a second of drought as you move behind a cloud oh i love what you're doing the air is so bright and all that i see is white (light shifting down) thinking about later the hills all maroon although what is time for you? oh i love what you're doing oh i love what you're doing the sun moseys down, and the lights flicker out oh i love what you're doing through the windshield now i can see you but only as a reflection of my perception let me be there, staring into you reading your mind the only thing keeping me from seeing beyond just up, down, cycle, what's your meaning preference, partiality, endless sea of gravity, hung above and lost within, i need you to connect with me sun, how are you doing there up in the void had you ever learned to enjoy it looks like the end won't be for a little while so i'll watch with wide eyes and smile oh i love what you're doing oh i love what you're doing the sun moseys down, and the lights flicker out oh i love what you're doing
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radio 02:45
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one, two, three inaudible cacophony complaining about a route let me see twisting, turning endlessly i get why it doesn't compute static, in my eyes those old transmissions fill the sky do they always find a home and when they do, do they die i hear those silent lines and it goes like: ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ (telecommunications, tell me where you begin) (signal between the stations, that's where the flowers live) who runs along the old heavy road? the powerlines who knows the landscape here most of all? beside my car, running far who runs along the old heavy road?
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god help us this is life, the convenience store (life on Earth) plastic bags all litter the floor
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bathroom fluorescent light monotone hum i know you can see the look in my eyes (you're staring into me) a look of pleading and you want to be free of these four walls immediately but there's nothing i can do to help you and i stare monotone hum the sky as i exit screens on screens, a blank slate i see the afterimage of you a blue-green streak next to the sun (and the clouds and the trees) do you like it up there how's the weather, do you like the wind in the leaves i guess i'm taking you with me, after all
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when i get sick of the Earth i look to the sky the road, the trees, and the dirt i keep wondering why fluffy white cloud up ahead release me of all my dread focus on the sky instead by spooling invisible thread i let my mind wander (when i get sick of the Earth, i look to the sky) looking for something else in clouds hoping to get a glimpse of the other side but watching it take shape, and leave when i get sick of me i caught a glimpse of something i've dreamed of white and fluffy in the air (unfair, taunting) but then it started morphing, changing becoming something i didn't like in the sky, morphing, changing wondering why (unfair)
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hi kitty how do you deal with the sun on your back all day long i've been chasing it all day how do you lounge in the field all your life by the highway while i'm wandering on soon to be gone oh kitty, tell me how do you deal with the Earth and just stay put while it turns nauseating spinning mess how do i stay with my head in this fucked up impressionist plane it's hard to stay focused when my thoughts and the world are the same CAT: hold your head up love but keep your wide eyes shut and then you won't break down
11.
morning, midnight, sun... the field of wildflowers i was looking for something else but given the Earth, i don't think it's coming out the field of wildflowers seems like nothing in hindsight but it appears to sustain you, entertain you so i'll give it a shot, why not (the field of wildflowers)
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look in the sky three blinking lights red, blue, green in my eyes they are here for me focus drifting tire but i see it getting higher getting brighter holding on to something i did never comprehend the end of us is close enough i'm lucky to be among the stars and all the things that i never got to do are bugging me they're running through my mind as i gaze up at the light hanging in the night and i think i've lost my mind, or maybe i'm really gonna die oh all the things that i should have done keep running through my mind look in the sky three blinking lights red, blue, green in my eyes they are here for me
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radio 00:36
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telecommunications, tell me where you begin and where do you end up signal between the stations that's where the flowers live that's where the flowers live little houses on the frequency line knock on the doors and see what lives inside telecommunications, that's where the flowers live that's where the flowers live swimming in static as i lift above the landscape i am ready to see but it all becomes erratic and i realize i am still completely lost /////// (attention drifting) (to the powerlines running fast along the sky) (stationary, but overlooking the ground, the hills, the road, the sky) little houses on the frequency line knock on the doors and see what lives inside telecommunications, that's where the flowers live that's where the flowers live
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red blinking lights, the communication zone reaches out to the horizon oh, to be forever stationed at the same point while the Earth changes the rubble, dirt, and grime, built up over time, towering high, the garbage heap TVs, CRTs, pictures, DVDs anything you like, the garbage heap the flowers, wind, the air, the lighthouse, comfort hold onto it, the garbage heap a flash within the void, a speck to be destroyed, just pass it by, the garbage heap (above me i can see it) behind us behind us the final landmark is behind us approaching the end of the road the wasteland waits for me at the edge surely surely i'll find what i'm looking for the wasteland... can you see it too? all the world is broken flowers shrivel up in the moonlight the Earth lays bare no hiding from its dark side cold chaos spinning, round and round (let me into the darkness) why didn't i see (let me into the darkness) what i wanted (let me into the darkness) is the world this barren (let me into the darkness) but at the end now i look backward towers, paths, flowers, sun, street, cats the whole damn world is priceless can you see it too?

about

marveling at the world as it passes by you. occasionally stopping to take it in. what does the sky remind you of?


thanks:
kentucky route zero
meowballz
fluorescent lights and powerlines and things
all my friends

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released December 27, 2023

cover art by meowballz!

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